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[06 Dec 2004|08:01pm] |
I was looking at my friends list on here and noticed how many peole arent onmy new livejournal.
like alot.
but then again does anyone even read this one anymore???????
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[10 Nov 2004|10:41pm] |
xBRIGHTemoSTARZx: Johnna cut my stomach today
Bob2LedJimiPink: haha with wut
xBRIGHTemoSTARZx: well i was upfront and i went to put my seat up liek a nice persona nd she kicks the seat and liek it folds on my but my seatbelt was on so i wasnt really going anywhere and she wouldnt stop because i did it to her liek a LONg time ago
xBRIGHTemoSTARZx: but we beat eachother up all long time ago for that
xBRIGHTemoSTARZx: anyways
xBRIGHTemoSTARZx: she was doing it and iw as where a horseshoe belt buckle with a star in the middle
xBRIGHTemoSTARZx: and it liek cut my stomach up cuz she wouldnt stop
Bob2LedJimiPink: ouch
Bob2LedJimiPink: im sorry
xBRIGHTemoSTARZx: yeah it still hurts but its all good
i didnt feel liek retyping it but i wanted you all to know the story.
on my report card i got. All As liek high As then a 47 F. but it was on purpose...the teacher honestly hates me so my mom and dad are getting me out cuz they refuse to take me out of the phsycos class.
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| Define Love. |
[09 Nov 2004|05:07pm] |
I asked Smarterchild to define love and he gave be like a bunch of things for it but the two i wanted to highlight were...
love:
1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
2. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
1 is true.
2 is what the eff. that my friends is not love. no matter what dictonary tells you this it. is NOT true.
Love to me is an emotion not a motion.
I mean yes you can show someone you love them but that doesnt mean sex. Anyone can have sex not everyone has it in them to paint a wall saying i love you. They can go around the world to show their love for you. love is not soemthing you do.
what is Love to you?
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[06 Nov 2004|11:07pm] |
one time i thought someone cared.
I was easily mistaken.
Im so sorry.
you make me want to put a barrel in my mouth and feel the cold rim. why dont you just pull the effin trigger and get this over with. My heart is on my mouth your knife is down my throat. just get it over with. just kill me while you can.
you think love is easy?
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[31 Oct 2004|10:41am] |
I am home and on the way home i had to sit with an old lady at first i thought she was a little wierd but by the time we landed she was my new bestfriend as i stepped off the plane i began to cry. uncontrolable. she made me want to do soooo much. i got her address to send her cards. she wow. she was so awesoem. she lost her husband four years ago to a new thing thats coming out from 40 years ago...it takes 40 years to like kill you but after he found out he was only alive 7 more months. but she said she cant remember a fight they had all she remembers are the happy times and she said they are uncountable. she was saying how she gets mad sometimes and sad. she has so many emotions. they were married 55 years. she was headingfor Florida to her condo in vero beach. her and her husband have been coming here for 22 years. she goes there for 7 months a year. she said she believes this will be her last year its nots the same without her husband. she was so inlove with him. when they got married they had together 90 dollars to their name. she didnt say it but i knew now they are liek millionairs liek whoadeeeeee.
ahh i dont know anyways there isso much more to that story but i dont know its not somehting i can share liek the feeling is inside me. how much she made me want to be something. whatev.
i forgot the cord for pictures at my aunts do i will have them maybe tomorrow on here. gooooooodbye.
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[30 Oct 2004|12:10pm] |
yOOOO kids i have been in new york and philly and now i am heading home i am in ohio at the library up the street from grandmas house.
i have to hurry we are leaving to go home soon.
i have many stories and plenty of pictures.
love you all!
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[25 Oct 2004|07:26pm] |
I am leaving for New York tomorrow.
i wish someone was here or someone was on the phone but since i dont have a trusting friend anymore i dont know who to turn to. My bestfriend betrayed me. hard effin core. Johnna i dont care about what you did. you only hurt yourself. but dont even promise me when i ask over and over are you SXE are you SXE and you tell me yes over and over. then break effin Edge i wouldnt care but it hurts. you lied to yourself and me. Then on top of that you didnt have the guts to even tell me. someone else did in 1st period when you had allll day sunday and all morning today. I left school because i was crying in class i dont know why i was but i had to leave. oh and you are welcome for coming to school for you. i hope you have fun while im gone and now you can do whatever you want. good luck see you in 2 weeks. Im so glad im leaving liek this Lord knows what will happen to me.
EVeryone email me while im gone emolinsey@yahoo.com or leave a nice note for me to come home to..PLEASE
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[24 Oct 2004|07:28pm] |
I laid outside and made pictures in the sky.
The clouds they spelt your name and a heart was formed around it.
A plane came threw and tore it apart, and a tear formed in my eye.
I started seeing in the sky us walking on the beach.
ours hands were tied around each others, our hips were side by side.
then the sun came from nowhere and blocked my perfect view.
I could see us lips to lips standing in a crowd,
but someone soon pushed us to the ground.
The clouds had made such pretty pictures of how we used to be.
but somehow something would always mess them up.
I closed my eyes and let the tears roll slowly down my cheek,
I opened them to see a beautiful cloudless sky.
Then there you were next to me wiping my cheeks dry.
You looked at me as if you knew my thoughts and said so soft to me...
"You don’t need clouds to tell you lies, I will be with you forever. I'll hold your hand, and catch you when you fall. Nothing can ever mess this up, just hold on tight because i wont let go till the day I die."
just something that came to my head. hope you are all having a good day. <3
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[23 Oct 2004|12:41pm] |
Tell me you are reading this right now if you are.
just take 7 seconds and post a comment even if all you have is the space bar in it.
<9
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[20 Sep 2004|04:49pm] |
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yO i thought i would just say hello to everyone well to all those people who never added my new ell jay ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) __oh_so_emo__
hope all is well with everyone
goodday
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[04 Sep 2004|03:58pm] |
Jesse, Larry, and Shane....
I will NOt believe you till he tells me.
And if he is I wont care at all but this is scaring me.
I love you all
but i love RJ more :)
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[03 Sep 2004|09:33pm] |
I think its safe to say this was over in the beginning.
Im sick of being alone.
my dad had a heartattack today. life is so short.
be with me?
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| LAST |
[01 Sep 2004|06:36pm] |
This would be Maria(lttrs_to_elise</b>) , posting In Linsey's LiveJournal.
Due to certain feelings and ideas, Linsey is now located at __oh_so_emo__
The following will be the VERY last post, ever.
</span>( Picture Post! )
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[01 Sep 2004|11:33am] |
ADD __Oh_sO_emO__
final warning niggas im done with this livejournal. though i might update soemtimes. If you dont add the other one i wont add you.
[love]
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[31 Aug 2004|09:48pm] |
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Me and Trevor arent friends anymore...
why?
well because he called i didnt know a kids name then i became sketchy. Johnna and shawn broke up so then it came back to "see i knew you were acting sketchy." then me saying "are you still not gonna be my friend?" then he wants me to wait while he decides if he can be nice to me or not. I say "whatever im not gonan wait i did nothin wrong" and now i act liek a bitch for it WHAT THE EFF.
suck a huge dick and get over yourself i ahv never ever done anythign but be nice to you when tons of people talk trash about you. I dont care if you have had a bad day i have been sick for 5 and cant do anything but who cares about anyone but yourself right Trevor? thoguht so
i swear you starve for attention and i cant wait til french class man i LOVE your sister!
it was nice knowing you and i did think you were pretty cool. Glad i saw the real you before anythign else happen
goodnight loves
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[31 Aug 2004|12:32pm] |
i will only write in here when i feel liek saying somethign meaningless my other ell jay is what i will be writing in most the time noww
__Oh_sO_emO__
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[31 Aug 2004|11:03am] |
GOSH
GOD IS SO AWEOSME
Today I cant go to school again. So Im ready the Bible all day. should be good.
Seriously if you all dont have a relationship with God you dont know what your missin. Hes the friend who is always there for you. never troubles you. and surely doesnt talk about you behind your back. he never makes you worry. doesnt make you mad. and you can never get sick of him. I love him. if anyone needs help getting a relationship with God or just wants to talk about it IM me xBRIGHTemoSTARZx
nothing in this world is worth me burning in hell forever.
Heaven I believe will be much better.
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[30 Aug 2004|10:34pm] |
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Wrap you lushes lips around the rusty barrel, close you pretty eyes, and hold your last wasted breathe. The pain will end shortly. I promise you that.
Dear God,
what have we done?
</3
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[30 Aug 2004|04:36pm] |
umm i have strep throat or however you spell it whatever ear infection and sinus infection. way to go Linsey. I was suppose to twell them about my head problem but because my dad wasnt there to say it i didnt feel the need to either. Didnt go to school today btu i will tomorrow im hopeing to get everyone sick. hhehehahahahehehehaha
im gonan die of boredem but im so liek weak/tired it doesnt matter.
my dad is a jerk oh my gosh. he was agueing with my mother this morning because she had to go to work and he HAD to take me to the doctors he has NEVER taken me or my 2 brothers to the doctors. bu the one time he does he is all talking about i have to work at the home office today blah blah blah. my dad is ONLy home on the weekend and he never does anything for his family screw him man thats bs.so during the doctors he is outside on the phone the whole time i had to do the patient and parent thing all in one. then we dropped off my stuff ar 11 and they said 15 mintues so my dad told them we would be back around 12 to get it...yeah its now 15 mintues til 5 and he just now is taking a break to go get my effin medicine.
I hope I NEVER EVER marry a man who would rather work then take care of his family. me and my brother used to talk about how we would rather live in a BOS trailer with no roof then live in a nice effin house just if we would have had a dad when we were growing up and knew he cared. screw my dad and his money
i got my ATM card today i was happy
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[29 Aug 2004|10:21pm] |
shot me in the heart so i can tell you it feels goods
im not going to school tomorrow..doctors and im sick
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[29 Aug 2004|05:35pm] |
who is the screen name
LiLHotRoxyChic12 ?????????????
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[29 Aug 2004|03:09pm] |
Im gonan die...
tomorrow i go to the doctors for my sickness if you dont know im sick now. Like i cant breathe my thraot is swallen i cant swallow blah blah i have complained enough in this thing. Sorry Johnna i decided im not doing the vegan thing i wasnt doign it to save any animals i was doing it to loose weight but its gay anyways i would rather do somehting healthier and all those comments made me realize that. blah im gonna go throw up now even though it pops my ears and burns my thraot this water wont stay down!
umm shawn and shea are coming over right now.
umm tomorrow i get my apointment for when i can get a cat scan or whatever wish me luck so they say umm yeah there is nothin wrong with you if there isnt im having a party lol
i love you all!!
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[28 Aug 2004|10:00pm] |
well tonight me and johnna stole my mom s car drove round went to Marias, trevor, david, the mall, shanes to see shawn and shea, home then davids again then home again. we got home right before the rents did it was a close one. my throat hurts really bad from screaming to music int he car. umm Johnna and shawn broke up lastnight. i feel bad for him but johnna just didnt want it anymore and whatever makes her happy is want matters i mean i know shawn isnt happy i feel bad but like there is nothin he or i can do.
ok call us tonight
838*9128 ANYONE
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[28 Aug 2004|07:11pm] |
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Im turning Vegan starting now
ahh i have a car tonight and we have no where to go
we will find somewhere im about to drive to Dade city just to see why all the kids i know there say its so bad.
call the cell phone anyone. 838*9128 .
i hate when people are scared to call anyone its weird i planned to say this on my ell jay today and then i read a friends post and it just made me want to say it more. NEVER BE SCARED TO CALL SOMEONE!
ok now everyone call me :)
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